Taken for Granted Friendship so I Say Goodbye!
I treated her as one of my special friend. I feel so sorry, sa lahat ng kasalanan ko sa kanya. Pity for me, all of those nice things I have done for her, were all taken for granted. Maybe I gave too much. Too much na kabayaran sa nagawa ko. From that point in time, narealize kong dapat itigil na ang gingawa ko. She’s nice but then she doesn’t even make me feel that I am her friend. Kung iisipin bayad na ako sa lahat ng ginawa ko noon. And now I am not doing anything anymore para sa kabaliwan na yan. I decided na putulin na ang anumang ugnayan namin ngayon bilang magkaibigan. It hurts thinking na kahit ganito na ang nangyari still everything is not given importance by her. What hurts the most is the lost friendship. Pero mas makabubuti na ang ganitong sitwasyon. Everything is under control, and I am in control. Nagsisimula na akong manghinayang sa lahat nang ginawa ko. Na dapat sana di ko ginawa kailan man. If time comes our paths will cross, then I would do nothing but to smile and wave goodbye. I did my best for this special friendship while she did nothing but to pretend and lie all these time. I hate it na naiisip kong sinungaling siya.
Simula ngayon, our friendship will begun to disappear. It’s not my lost. I did care, protect and help her but then it all goes nothing. Sorry sa lahat nang kasalanan ko sayo noon. I guess tama na ang bayad na binigay ko. I’m done paying sa pagkakamaling iyan. And this is all enough for me to say goodbye to our friendship.
